Rants and raves #22

**Disclaimer: I’m writing this blog post after spending the majority of the day inside. I was aiming to complete a 60 minute run this weekend. After I nearly broke my neck walking the short distance to the local shops, I decided that attempting to run would be stupid. As always all moans and groans and rants and raves and represent my own views. Other far superior and less opinionated running blogs are available.

Rave: The support of other bloggers

Once again, I’d like to thank everyone who took the time to read and to comment on my Feeling a bit lost and alone post.  Your support and comments really did help. I’m trying to be more positive and to focus on the present and the future more. I can’t change the past, but I can learn from my mistakes. I’m finding the festive period quite challenging, but hopefully this time next year, I’ll feel confident enough to attend a couple of Christmas parties.

Rant: Flexitol blogger perks

Back in 2015, I wrote a review for Flexitol. This review has featured on their blogger sign up page for more than two years. The same page promotes quite a few perks for bloggers; one perk is sponsorship from Flexitol for your next sporting event/challenge.

I recently emailed Flexitol to ask about sponsorship for my half marathon in March. After a slight delay, I was informed that Flexitol are “not currently running a blogger campaign that would offer sponsorship of an event, or the opportunity to report from an event for Flexitol…”

I was offered more products to review or to hold competitions with my followers. After questioning the out of date information on the blogger sign up page, I was told that Flexitol would be reviewing site content in 2018.

I wasn’t paid to write a review for Flexitol and only wanted them to stick £10 on my fundraising page. The whole saga has left me feeling pretty frustrated.

Rave: Myprotein Fitness Awards

Although my blog wasn’t nominated in the Running Awards, it has been shortlisted in the ‘fitness’ category of the Myprotein Fitness Blogger Awards 2017.

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I have no idea why my running blog has been shortlisted in the fitness category, but I’m quite pleased that my running waffle is starting to receive some recognition. It’s a shame I’ll be rebranding my blog at some point in 2018.

Rant: Snow (and ice)

For once the weather forecast was correct, and it snowed all day in Four Oaks on Sunday. Yesterday, temperatures remained well below freezing all day.

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Unfortunately, the snow has now turned into ice, and the pavements around here are pretty dodgy. I’ve been obsessively checking the weather forecast, and I don’t think I’ll be able to run outside until Thursday #thirdworldproblems

This guide to walking safely on ice made me smile.Walking on ice

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Having long legs means that I’m definitely more Bambi than penguin when it comes to walking on ice. I only fell on my arse once yesterday so I’m definitely getting better.

Rave: The generosity of people I’ve never met

After a slightly steady start, my fundraising is now going so well, I actually feel guilty that I’m ‘only’ running a half marathon. The majority of people who have sponsored me are runners I’ve never actually met in ‘real life’. I’ve increased my target and will continue to irritate my friends and family on Farcebook. My mentor is going to share my fundraising page with his academic contacts, so I’m reasonably confident I’ll raise quite a bit for the Butterfly Thyroid Cancer Trust.

I wish I was feeling equally as confident about my half marathon training.

Rant: Active.com

Quite a few people who have entered races via Active.com have had fraudulent activity on their credit/debit cards. When I highlighted the issue to an event organiser, they weren’t interested. So I’ve you’ve entered any races recently via the Active.com site, keep an eye on your bank account.

Have you ever had a negative experience as a blogger?

Did you have a lot of snow where you live?

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Christmas gifts for runners

Last year, my rather unsubtle Christmas gifts for runners (named Emma) post was reasonably successful. While my family quite sensibly ignored the more expensive items in my guide, on Christmas Day I found myself unwrapping parcels containing a Lululemon running skirt, Shock Absorber sports bra and some running socks.

It’s now December and Christmas is rapidly approaching. Although I’ve lost count of the number of times I’ve told my family I can’t afford Christmas this year, I keep getting asked “what would you like for Christmas Emma?”. As a result, I’ve decided to produce an updated Christmas gifts for runners guide.

Once again, I’ve included photos and links to each item to hopefully save my family time when they are shopping online.

Christmas 2017

Donation to my fundraising page My close friend Geoff was recently diagnosed with a rare form of thyroid cancer. After a discussion with my him, I decided to use my place in the Cambridge Half to raise money for the Butterfly Thyroid Cancer Trust, the first registered charity in the UK dedicated solely to the support of people affected by thyroid cancer. At the moment my fundraising isn’t going very well. I’m hoping that my family and friends will start to feel more generous as Christmas approaches.

Brooks Adrenaline GTS 17 trainers I’m aware that these were included in my gift guide last year. However, I genuinely believe that a runner can never have too many pairs of trainers. Although these trainers are expensive, they are cheaper than the physio sessions I needed last time I attempted to run in a different brand and model of trainers.

HydrateM8 water bottle I need to drink less Diet Coke and more still water. I’m hoping that a motivational HydrateM8 water bottle will help me to ditch the fizzy drinks and to embrace the clear stuff.

Entry into the Vitality London 10,000 I’ve included this rather random gift suggestion again because an entry into one of my favourite races would make an amazing Christmas present. I’m pretty certain that most runners would love to receive a race entry as a Christmas gift.

Garmin Forerunner 235 Unfortunately, my second-hand Garmin Forerunner 220 has been a little temperamental for quite some time and will probably need replacing within the next six months. A runner can always dream!

Aftershokz Trekz Titanium wireless headphones I’ve done my research, i.e. I’ve read a couple of blogs and online reviews, and the Aftershokz Trekz Titanium wireless headphones sound pretty awesome. When I (hopefully) move to Wallingford next month, I’ll be doing most of my training on a ‘dreadmill’ and will, therefore, need to upgrade my rubbish freebie phone headphones. If you do decide to treat me to a pair, blue is my favourite colour.

Shock Absorber Ultimate Run sports bra If anyone in my family knows what happened to the Ultimate Run sports bra I unwrapped on Christmas Day last year please let me know! My boobs have now had enough of the worn-out sports bras I bought from H&M over four years ago.

Bespoke eatnaturally nutrition plan While I’ve really enjoyed attempting to follow and recreate several of the recipes on the Fitnaturally website, I know that I’d benefit from a bespoke nutrition plan. You keep telling me that I’m getting a little “podgy” so here’s your chance to help me sort my diet out.

Jasyoga Hit Reset book I’ve been subscribing to Jasyoga for quite some time now and would love a copy of Erin Taylor’s Hit Reset book. If you don’t manage to track down a copy of the Hit Reset book don’t worry, Erin has written a second book called Work IN which is available for pre-order now.

The Running School biomechanical running analysis And finally, if you are searching for the perfect gift for an injury-prone runner, I’ve got a great suggestion; a biomechanical running analysis. I’ve included a link to The Running School; however, loads of places seem to offer a similar running analysis.

Have you asked for any running related gifts for Christmas this year?

Moving on and my future running plans

Thanks to everyone who took the time to read and to comment on my last post. Your comments really did help loads. I’m now feeling more positive about the future and about my new job.

As my mentor once said:

“Forget past. Focus on the future. Aim to do the best at whatever comes along.”

Now all I need to do is to find somewhere to live…I’m trying not to let the fact I could be living in a tent next month stress me out. Fingers crossed someone responds to my Spare Room messages and I find somewhere to live sooner rather than later!

Although I haven’t blogged very much recently, I’ve been running 3-4 times a week. My Garmin is still ‘playing up’ so I’ve not been able to record all of my runs. For a statistics and numbers geek, I think that I’ve coped reasonably well.

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My next target race is the Cambridge Half Marathon in March. After my last half marathon attempt didn’t go to plan, I got my old running coach who knows I have incredibly fragile feet and a temperamental right knee, to write me a training plan.

My new and improved half marathon training plan contains a few quite challenging looking speed sessions. I’m hoping that I don’t fall to pieces. It also includes strength and conditioning sessions and cross training. I can’t wait to get started later this month.

I know that I sound like a repetitive, broken record but I’m determined to complete the Cambridge Half Marathon without walking. I don’t care how slow my time is, I just want to run the 13.1 miles. I’m hoping that running somewhere completely different will help as I like having ‘stuff’ to distract me while I’m running.

I’m thinking about writing weekly training updates again. I know that a few people find training updates slightly dull, but I’ll admit that I’m quite nosey and enjoy reading about the trials and tribulations of training for long distance races. I also need to get back my writing mojo back ASAP before I start my new job.

Feeling a bit lost and alone

I have a feeling that this post is going to be incredibly negative so please feel free to close the page. I’m only writing about how I’ve been feeling recently as I’ve always tried to be honest and open as a blogger.

Contemplating life

I always try to be positive as a person. Unfortunately, recent events have left me feeling a bit lost and completely alone. I’m 38 and should be able to cope with all the crap in my life, but for some reason, I can’t. I feel like my life is completely out of control at the moment and I don’t like it.

Last month, my close friend and mentor was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer. Although I’ve kept in contact with him via text messages and emails, he’s rarely able to speak to me and I doubt that I’ll get the opportunity to see him again. I’m going to sound incredibly selfish, but I miss having someone sensible to talk to, having someone to turn to for advice and having someone who always made me laugh.

I just want the opportunity to say ‘thank-you’ and ‘goodbye’.

After sending off dozens of applications and attending several interviews, I was finally offered a 12-month temporary assignment doing a similar job to my previous job. I’m aware that I should be thrilled that someone has been prepared to ‘take a chance’ on me and to offer me a job. However, I haven’t worked in an office environment for several years and whenever I think about having to relocate, find somewhere to live etc I start to feel myself getting stressed out.

I’ve got so much respect for people who are brave enough to relocate to a completely different country. I’m 38, and at the moment the prospect of moving the relatively short distance from Birmingham to Oxford is giving me anxiety attacks.

I know that I should be pleased I’ve got the opportunity to make a fresh start, to meet new people and to (hopefully) make new friends. Unfortunately, at the moment I’m scared that I won’t be able to cope with the job, won’t make any friends and will end up returning home after a couple of months.

The festive period is already starting to stress me out and it’s only November. I’m completely skint and have no money to spend on Christmas presents for my friends and family. The fact that it’s my own fault for spending four years doing a PhD and another two years searching for jobs makes me feel terrible. I feel like I’ve let people down.

Finally, I’m 38 and single and I feel completely alone. I’m scared that I’ll be left on the shelf forever and will end up living alone with only cats for company. My mentor used to tell me that he knew loads of people who were “single by choice” and were “perfectly happy” living alone. However, I’m not single by choice and I’m starting to hate living on my own. The vast majority of my friends either live miles away or are married, have children and rarely have the time for a ‘girls’ night out’.

I’m all too aware that my family knows that I’m incredibly unhappy at the moment and are worried about me. I know that they mean well, but this just makes me feel like I’m a burden and a failure.

Hopefully, the combination of starting a new job in January, getting some routine back into my life and meeting new people will help get me out of the huge rut I’m stuck in at the moment. I just need to be brave enough to move out of my comfort zone.

Have you ever felt completely lost?

What advice would you give?

Rants and raves #21

**Disclaimer: I’m writing this blog post after spending the majority of the day surrounded by students with coughs and colds. I predict that by the time this is published I’ll have a cold. As always all rants and raves and moans and groans represent my own views. Other far, far superior and less opinionated running blogs are available.

If you check out the relevant section of The Running Awards site you’ll find loads of awesome running blogs listed. Please take the time to vote and support your favourite running blogger**

Rave: Autumn

I’m incredibly fickle. Some days I hate autumn – usually when I nearly step in a cunningly concealed pile of dog mess or an acorn lands on my head – other days I love autumn.AutumnMaking the most of the autumn sunshine. It’s hard to believe it’s almost November.

After an amazing walk in the sunshine earlier today, I’ve decided that I currently love autumn. I just wish we didn’t have to mess with the clocks.

Rant: Christmas in October

While I love autumn, I’m not so keen on seeing Christmas food and decorations in the shops in late September/early October. I think that Christmas should be ‘banned’ until we’ve got Halloween and Bonfire Night out of the way.Christmas SeptemberI took this photo in my local M&S at the end of September.

I personally quite enjoy Christmas, however, I’m aware that a lot of people really struggle during the festive period. I’ve already witnessed people arguing about how much to spend on Christmas presents. I think my brother probably has the right idea. He is going to be spending Christmas abroad again.

Rave: Blogging

This is a slightly strange one so please bear with me. I guess most bloggers love blogging because of the freebies. Actually, I’m only joking and I’m sure that the majority of bloggers enjoy blogging for other reasons. While I’m aware my series of weekly half marathon training updates weren’t very interesting, writing them has had a slightly unexpected benefit; photographs and memories.

London memoriesSo many amazing memories.

Thanks to my weekly updates I took loads of photos during my most recent trips down to London. Without this blog I wouldn’t have taken so many photos. Without this blog I wouldn’t have so many reminders of spending quality time with someone who is now seriously ill. So take shit loads of photos and irritate your non-blogger friends and family and ignore the slightly strange looks in pubs and restaurants. I’m pleased that I did!

Rant: Insomnia

A rather random rant but I’ve included it here as it’s having a huge impact on my life and the moment. I’ve never been very good at dealing with uncertainty and not knowing how long my friend has got left and not knowing when I’m going to start my new job – the latest estimate is sometime in January, is beginning to stress me out.Insomnia

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I go to bed at a sensible time; wakeup at 3/4am and then lie awake for what feels like hours over-thinking everything. I’ve been functioning on limited sleep for almost a month now and it’s not ideal.

Rave: Running

I may be struggling to sleep but I’m really enjoying my running at the moment. My right heel and left foot *touch wood* have been behaving themselves since the Great Birmingham Run, and I’m enjoying not following a rigid(ish) training plan. Hopefully my love affair with running will continue during the festive period. Although I don’t believe in counting calories and working out how many miles I need to run to burn off a mince pie, it will be good to keep reasonably active during the festive period.

I’ve entered the Run up to Christmas challenge and have set myself the target of running 50km in December.

Rant: Great Run events

I’ve already had a bit of a moan about the not so secure baggage buses at the recent Great Birmingham Run so I won’t repeat myself. Unfortunately, I’ve got a few other issues with Great Run events so if you love Great Run events, I’d skip this particular rant.GBR Goody BagI think the small bag of Fruit Pastilles was the highlight of this goody bag.

Given the high cost of entering events such as the Great North Run and the Great South Run, I think that runners should be able to officially transfer their entry to another runner or get a refund. Yes there should be a deadline for this, but I’m sure that offering official transfers and refunds would vastly reduce the amount of ‘illegal’ number swapping that takes place.

Finally, I’m not a fan of having to search for my medal in the bottom of a goody bag. Please take note Great Run!

Rave: Getting my work published in an academic journal

As I’ve done rather a lot of ranting in this post I’ve decided to finish with a bonus rave. After a lot of stress and tears, one of the papers I started writing when I was a research student has now been published.Baxter paper

Just another three papers to finish.

Let’s just ignore the fact that my masterpiece was published online on Friday 13th. I’m also ignoring the fact that another paper I’ve written needs to be formatted before I can submit it.

I was going to rant about trains and delays but I think I’ve written enough waffle for one blog. I also need to crack on with some work.

Once again, if you’ve reached the end of my latest selection of rants and raves then thank you!

Have you made a start on your Christmas shopping? My friend Kate has just informed me she’s done all of her Christmas shopping.

Do you have any tips for dealing with insomnia? I’m getting to the stage I’ll try almost anything. 

Great Birmingham Run training week 15

Once again, I hope that everyone had an awesome weekend. After witnessing a lot of London Marathon ballot angst last week, I’m looking forward to the online running community hopefully returning to normal. I know it’s easy for me to say this, but the London Marathon really isn’t the be-all and end-all.Collage 37The penultimate week of my half marathon training plan and the ‘beginning of taper’ should have started with a double rest day. It didn’t. The plan then recommended that I completed a steady 50 minute run on Wednesday, an easy 35 minute run on Thursday, an easy 15 minute jog on Saturday and a 60 minute run on Sunday.

The reality was unfortunately a little different and I ended up resting on four consecutive days and running on three consecutive days.

Monday – Rest

When I got out of bed on Monday, I discovered that I was experiencing the dreaded delayed onset muscle soreness (DOMS) for the first time in ages. Slightly worrying given that I’d failed to complete my longer run the previous morning. After spending what felt like ages packaging up yet more eBay sales – why does it always take one buyer ages to pay? – I decided I needed to get out of the house.

I spent ages walking around the top end of Sutton Park, weighing up the various pros and cons of accepting the job I’d been offered. Although I knew the pros outweighed the cons, I was still letting my anxiety rule me. I’ve genuinely got no idea how some people are brave enough to travel to places like Dubai to start a new job.

Tuesday – Rest

After spending ages discussing my main concerns and fears with my mentor, I decided to accept the job offer. I then had to overcome yet another everyday task which for some reason makes me incredibly anxious – phoning someone I don’t know. I took a deep breath, worked out exactly what I wanted to say and made the phone call. If everything goes to plan, I will start my new job on November 20th. I then spent the rest of the day worrying about finding somewhere to live, moving away from my friends and family, fitting into my smarter clothes (actually this is a genuine concern…) and remembering how to be a hydrologist. Just occasionally, I really hate being single and having to deal with all this sort of stuff on my own.

Wednesday – Rest

When my alarm woke me at 05:00 I discovered that my headache had made an unwelcome return. Like last week, when I stood up I felt nauseous and light-headed. I decided that if I felt better, I would attempt to complete my 50 minute run later on in the day. I switched my alarm off and slept for another three hours.Collage 38Fortunately, when I woke up again at 08:30, although I didn’t feel great, I felt well enough to reply to some slightly overdue emails and to complete and send off my reference request form. By the afternoon I started to go a little stir crazy so I headed out for another walk in Sutton Park. The walk left me feeling so knackered, I decided to be sensible and postponed my 50 minute run.

Thursday – Rest

I should have completed an easy-paced 35 minute run but thanks to my head I didn’t. As I’m aware that my blog is getting far too repetitive, I won’t bore you with the gory details! At least I got an early night and actually managed to sleep.

Friday – 50 mins steady

When my alarm woke me at 05:00, although I still didn’t feel great, I felt well enough to attempt the 50 minute run I should have completed earlier in the week. I promised myself that I’d run at a sensible pace and that I’d immediately stop running if I started to feel unwell. I got dressed, worked through some stretches, went to the loo, made myself drink a glass of water and then headed outside. Unfortunately, my trusty Garmin decided that it didn’t want to function as a GPS. After spending several minutes waiting for it to pick up a signal, I decided to run using it as a stopwatch.Medal and tshirtAlthough the run wasn’t fast or enjoyable, I managed to run for 50 minutes without stopping. According to GB Mapometer I covered about 4.25 miles; for some reason my legs felt like they had covered double that distance. Later on that afternoon I spotted a photo of this year’s Great Birmingham Run medal and t-shirt. It’s good to see that the medal features the Library of Birmingham.

Saturday – 15 mins easy jog

Although I completed a 15 minute jog, I’m not sure exactly how far I managed to run as my Garmin died five minutes into the run. I think I managed to cover roughly 1.3 miles. The rest of my Saturday was incredibly mundane. I spent a couple of hours catching up on housework and washing, please could someone invent a self-cleaning house and clothes? Once I’d completed my chores, I spent an entertaining hour attempting to work through a selection of Jasyoga 5-minute reset videos. I’m so useless at yoga, I felt less relaxed when I’d finished than when I’d started. I spent the evening watching the Berlin Marathon – yes I’m a few weeks behind – with an ice pack balanced on my knee. Not the most exciting Saturday night.

Sunday – 60 mins comfortable pace

When my alarm kindly woke me at 06:00, I was relieved that I finally felt normal again. I dragged myself out of bed, got dressed, went to the loo, drank a couple of glasses of water, left my Garmin searching for satellites on the door step and then spent 30 minutes working through a selection of PF stretches. I headed out the door and discovered that my Garmin was still trying to remember how to function as a GPS. After three failed attempts at GPSing, I think it’s time for me to accept that Geoffrey the Garmin may well have reached the end of his life.

I decided to use my Garmin as a stopwatch again and headed out into the dark. As the training plan recommended I ran at a comfortable pace, I made a concerted effort to maintain a sensible pace. I was reminded just how rubbish I am at pacing myself and how reliant I have become on my Garmin. Running without a GPS was quite tricky and I’m sure my pacing was erratic. I spent an enjoyable 60 minutes pounding the pavements of Four Oaks and felt pretty good when I reached the end of the run. I’m such a geek, as soon as I got home I worked out I’d covered approximately 5.35 miles.

So that’s the fifteenth week of my half marathon training not exactly completed. The excuses and reasons for not running started to get a little repetitive. While I don’t think it was a successful week, I’m over the moon I managed to run for 50 minutes on Friday morning and for an hour yesterday. I just hope that the training runs I missed don’t come back to haunt me during the half marathon.

Next week’s training schedule – the ‘taper and race week’ – contains three training runs and then the Great Birmingham Run on Sunday. I don’t feel ready! I’ve got to complete a 20 minute recovery run later on today. I’ve then got to complete a comfortable (whatever that means) 40 minute run on Wednesday and an easy 10-15 minute run on Saturday. The training plan recommends that I test out my race outfit on Saturday. As I don’t fancy starting my half marathon wearing smelly running gear, I’ll be ignoring this particular recommendation.

I’ve got everything crossed that I avoid picking up a delayed dose of Freshers’ Flu and that my head continues to behave itself.

Training totals

  • Runs: 44
  • Time 22 hours 50 mins
  • Distance: 124.24 miles

 Races/time trials

  • 5 km: 32:49
  • 10 km: 66:52

 Niggleometer

  • Right heel: 2/10
  • Right knee: 2/10
  • Left foot: 2/10

 

Great Birmingham Run training week 14

I hope that everyone had a good weekend and that Monday wasn’t too challenging. I also hope that you were successful in the ballot for the 2018 London Marathon. If you weren’t, there are plenty of alternative marathons. The highlight of my weekend was managing to avoid having an ‘incident’ during my long run on Sunday.Collage 35Week 14 was described as the ‘peak week’ and I should have completed for training runs. Unfortunately, my headaches and nausea persisted throughout the week, and I only managed to run (sort of) very slowly for 1 hr 45 minutes on Sunday. I was originally aiming to run for two hours, however, some issues with my stomach meant that I had to stop running and walk back home ASAP. I’m still constantly reminding myself that I’ve done a lot of training and that the longer runs are the most important, but I’m starting to feel more than a little concerned. At least my knee and heel feel great and I’ve lost weight.

Monday – Rest

My legs felt more than a little niggly after my 100 minute run the previous day, so I was relieved when I discovered that week 14 started with a rest day. Little did I realise that the majority of the week would be incredibly restful. So much for a peak week. After dropping another load of eBay parcels at the local Post Office, I spent a couple of hours working on a job application before I had to stop because I could feel another headache developing. The rest of Monday was more or less a complete write-off; I ended up going to bed at 19:00, such a waste of a day.

Tuesday – Rest

I should have completed a steady 50 minute run but I was unable to run. When my alarm woke me at 05:00, I quickly discovered that rather than getting better, my headache had got a lot worse. When I stood up I felt really light-headed and nauseous. There was no way I could run. I spent most of the morning lying in the dark trying and failing not to feel sorry for myself. By the afternoon I started to feel a little better and made myself go outside for a short walk around the top end of Sutton Park. I figured that some fresh air would make me feel better. While my head felt almost ‘normal’- no jokes please – I still felt quite light-headed and nauseous and had to ask my friend to come and rescue me. Not my finest moment! Rather predictably the rest of Tuesday wasn’t quite as productive as it should have been.

Wednesday – Rest

I actually felt much better when I woke up, perhaps my head knew that it was a rest day… I spent the morning completing yet another lengthy job application, catching up on my emails and blogmin and generally making the most of feeling better. My number and runners’ guide for the half marathon arrived and I discovered that I’d allocated a place in the ‘orange’ or fast start wave. I’ll definitely be relegating myself into one of the slightly slower, more realistic start waves. At lunchtime I met up with Kate for a chinwag, a pub lunch and a pint. I regretted this decision later on.Collage 36I’m not going to go into too much detail here but on Wednesday evening I got to travel in the back of an ambulance for the third time in my life. Although all of the NHS staff were amazing, it’s not an experience I want to repeat again any time soon.

Thursday – Rest

Once again, I should have completed a 50 minute run. However, after spending most of the night and early morning in hospital, running was completely out of the question. Although I was disappointed to miss yet another training run, I was more disappointed to have to miss the Decathlon Bloggers Community event in London. I did my best to follow the event on social media and look forward to hopefully attending the next one.

Friday – Rest

Friday was a day of completely mixed emotions. I received a rather unexpected phone call about last week’s job interview in the morning. Unfortunately, although I hadn’t quite been good enough to land a permanent position, they wanted to offer me a 12 month contract as a hydrologist in the same team. As my brain was in overdrive and I didn’t want to make any impulsive decisions, I asked if I could have the weekend to think about the job offer.

I then proceeded to spend most of the morning weighing up the positives and negatives. The positives definitely outweighed the negatives; I just wish I had more confidence. I also wish that I had someone sensible to discuss the job offer with. So much for being a mature independent woman.

Saturday – Rest

I think the highlight of my Saturday was seeing most of my family at my nephew Oliver’s train themed birthday party. The party was held at the Burton-on-Trent Model Engineering Society miniature railway, and although it unfortunately rained virtually the entire time, the children (and quite a few of the adults) seemed to enjoy the unlimited miniature train rides. My sister-in-law made the birthday cake and while I didn’t get to try a piece, it looked amazing.

Sunday – Minimum 100 mins aim for 120 mins

When my alarm woke me at 05:00 it became clear that my stomach wasn’t very happy at all. Without sharing too much information, I had a couple of very productive and quite lengthy loo visits. After the second visit I felt a little better and decided to risk heading out on a longer run. I told myself I could always return home if my stomach started to feel iffy. I got dressed, drank a couple of glasses of water, went to the loo a third time, did some stretches, turned on my Garmin and headed outside into the dark.

It took me less than ten minutes to accept my run was going to be a hard slog. I’d get very little energy and felt like I was quite literally running on empty. Although it was drizzling and quite windy in places, it was also pretty humid and I started to overheat. I decided to be sensible and made sure that I didn’t venture too far from my house. Rather worryingly, I don’t remember much of the run.

According to my Strava statistics I managed to run continuously for 75 minutes. Not ideal when I was aiming to run for a minimum of 100 minutes. Looking back, the final 30 minutes or so of the run are a complete blur. I remember my stomach really starting to play up and having to walk a lot to avoid an unfortunate mishap. I also remember nearly tripping over a wheelie bin. At least I just about managed to make it home without shitting myself in public.

So that’s the fourteenth and what should have been the most challenging week of my Great Birmingham Run training not completed. I can’t believe that *fingers crossed* this time in a fortnight I’ll have successfully completed the half marathon.

The training schedule for week 15 contains four runs, looks far more achievable and is described as the ‘start of taper’. It is possible for a runner to be too well tapered? I’m hoping that Monday, Tuesday and Friday are the only rest days I end up taking. I’ve also got everything crossed I manage to complete a steady 50 minute run on Wednesday, a 35 minute easy run on Thursday and a 60 minute run on Sunday.

Training totals

  • Runs: 41
  • Time 20 hours 45 mins
  • Distance: 113.34 miles

Races/time trials

  • 5 km: 32:49
  • 10 km: 66:52

Niggleometer

  • Right heel: 2/10
  • Right knee: 2/10
  • Left foot: 2/10